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Now I have to ask everyone to excuse my poor English I will try and make the best of it. If you got an opinion about my writing please send me a mail and correct me
Now I'm going to do something I've never done before. I'll try to write a text that might
give people some idea of what I have experienced.
On 27 June 2009, home after a fishing trip in Hökensås my wife is with friends in Stockholm.
I start to get headaches the most awful headache I've ever been through. When my wife
call in the evening I have a horrible headache so I have started to vomit from it.
She was telling me to call the emergency room as I do and will be prompted to take a few Alvedon
which turns out completely pain irrelevant. On June 28 my wife comes home and it feels really nice.
I'm still just as bad. So on Monday morning June 29th I go with her to
the her job, she is working on Ryhov County Hospital. After a lot of ifs and buts, I get an
X-ray which shows that I have received a Subarachnoid Hemorrhage.
so I`m put in an ambulance and
running at top speed to Linköping Hospital for surgery.
The forecast is down they say its Subarachnoid Hemorrhage
And two cerebral infarction.
I had surgery in 2009 after the1juli lungs gave up on me which was about to kill me,
so I ended up in a respirator. On July 4 is on the surgery again, they want to check the vessels in
my head. How lucky we have doctors who know exactly what needs to be
be done to keep us alive, I will be grateful for the rest of my life.
On July 8 must ride in an ambulance to iva Ryhov On 13 July, sat up in bed for
first five minutes passed. On 14 July, has moved til Medicine B On 15 July,
been up and gone with the physiotherapist.
On 20 July moves to rehab
Now begins the next section of my new life rehabilitation how lucky I was thatI landed on
rehab at Ryhov better personnel you have to search for high and low. ( it will be difficult to
find better)
Now to the difficult trying to remember what i did during the rehab period .
And the name of each person who helped me get started you most have a little indulgence
with my short memory . I only remember that I felt damn incompetent when I was
forced to train on things that were obvious before , that feeling will still com
back periodically . As fly-fishing now Inger will be a bit disappointed I
said that 95 % were in my hands again as it did at home on the lawn , but when I came
to the lake it was blown away and I I felt damn useless again .
But now back to rehab , I remember the shop where you got to help and
produce some kind of podium talk about that I felt useful . Or, as first
time in the workshop when you got to do a binder something I had never done before when
I managed it so I was right proud of myself .
Similarly when you got to help in the garden we had to help with the cleaning of
stone tiles we drove with a pressure washer to talk about that one felt
useful . I will continue to add more text depending on which memory is catching up with me .
Regarding the photos that I put into it , I am for about 1 year ago , the text of the Judgement was
the little man always learn something when you get a trial and error. Return to the workshop I
remember a special day I got there and the drill was not set so I got
set it myself to say that they felt proud of myself when it succeeded .
Similarly , when you could grind them in the grinder and we managed it without worry .
I have been to me that it was Gerd who was in charge of the workshop and also the garden
Well air pistol shooting once a week . Please send us an email and correct me if I
are wrong . I wonder if not Inger was involved in it also . One thing I
remember Inger for is when she took me to the kitchen and I had to take with me
a self- caught rainbow trout , as I got to cook together with the fennel and onions
was really good . You should know that this is one of our favorite recipes today.
One thing I thought of when I was in the kitchen was how the heck she dared let
me use kitchen knives what if I had cut me no harm meant by my
side it was just a thought that struck me .
I will also remember the first time I had come to the training pool
I was cruelly disappointed in myself I could not swim or dive
I tried to dive so I kept on trying to breathe in the water in the pool
it's no big shots , I promise . Oh the same with swimming talk about that
they felt useless when you felt left leg hanging as something useless
appendage . Now in May 2010 I go back on the water gymnastics and swimming now works
again, so now you know to never give up , but was stubborn as sin if you end up in
same situation yourself .
The same sister Carina , she is actually dan first person who has succeeded in forcing me up
on an exercise bike I used to hate to ride today , I love to ride so thank you very much
for it . And even Eje show up in the head with him , we had gymnastics blah, so we drove to
dumbbells , as usual , it was stiff in the cork and took the first five Kg you did , you had
liftid heavier stuff than this before . It turned out to be really crazy thought 2-3 kg suited me better
Perhaps you should mention that there is little side effect example . mood you become very sensitive
it tunes the slightest , I think it's terribly embarrassing number of times .
Or has this power to be weak in some parts of the body or the ability to co-ordinate
that is why I have that kind of problem with fly-fishing . One hopes that its tolike one of
doctors told me that the brain is up to five years and looking for new ways to cook
what 's broken .
A little reminder that I got from my mother that I would write about
my loved ones . As my dear partner Agnetha and my sister Ulla who lived on a
form of family hotel when I was in Linköping Judgement was given to me both day and night , even
my boys with their respective was visiting and my parents . All set really
up to 100 %. My girlfriend lived with me in rehab . Try to be kind to your relatives
after you have begun to RECOVER . Imagine having someone you hold dear , and sit in
plus not knowing if they will live or die . I can not imagine a greater
hell , so be sure to treat them with respect later in life they deserve it .
Now there are probably some who think I'm getting lazy with my writing , it's not you
alone even I think that. But you do not agree on when you now there is still a risk that you could
get tired of the business. I have to fit anyway , and thank my doctor Leif Titusson into rehab
I really felt that he listened to my problems better than what came with so it was resolved
it felt really good . After Rehab Ryhov so I ended up on Råslätts Physiotherapy
Anders he could really talk about and show where the evil was sitting when you complained about anything
it was clear that he knew what he did , he actually gave me a referral to the gym on water
Ryhov Rehab where I went to Margaret , who helped me with my back pain .
Now I will mix a little present and the past in the future so you may have a little indulgence
a little waffle and repetition to and from . There is one thing I must address this and
it is Week 1 in 2010 we went to Tandådalen with a few friends to ski first
day when I came out of a hill , I was terrified most of it was enough that there was a child hill
and I was probably afraid to run on anyone, but my partner, our and acquaintance was watching out
for me , so the second day when I came out of a red dog on the mountain slope , it seemed difficult the first two
rides I felt that the left leg was not functioning as it would be much weaker than the right leg but
I managed to get pressure on the left to end when they got them problems to keep up with me into the
hill the quandary of pure stubbornness I felt it on that it would succeed .
If we jump forward a little time to 29 / 6 2010 a year after my first sick day
My partner and I am out boating on the Göta Canal, a real experience, something to recommend .
I will put a photograph of myself taken exactly one year after the event . It thus becomes image
I discovered just now that it is wrong date on the last picture someone forgot to set the time
on the camera.
I came to think of primierfishimg in Hökensås again I remember it was very embarrassing, I was at all
four in the water and my youngest son Andrew had to pull me out of the water to say that I
I knew it was stupid. There was people nearby who saw what happened, I probably ruined the whole
primierfishing for the kid.
Or that after a while me and my oldest son Daniel was back at the lake and I tried
to flyfish again so I put myself in the lake and began to Trying to throw when I hear that Daniel
has begun to yell at me and think the phase of pure frustration at not being ready to throw as
I stand in the lake and destroy a rod which cost me 4300Kr in purchasing. What can you learn from this
yes it must surely be that of how bad that feels so try to take it easy. And one more thing that is
worth mentioning in connection with illness. I loved to smoke I have not felt the need since
but my wife told me that I hade horrible withdrawal, the first time but there is nothing that I
remember and fortunately is that.